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For Too Long
05:42
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I’ve lived a Iife with other souls
I’ve dreamed of you all through the night
I’ve lived a life that wasn’t mine
I’ve dug through soil to find the roots
I’ve gone through darkness and despair
I couldn’t see yet it was there
A swath is clearing the obscure
A memory vivid and pure
A ray of light cuts through the clouds
It is so clear and it’s so loud
I’m laying claim to this new day
I’m filled with words you didn’t say
I’d give much more than I could spare
Now i can see once it lays bare
A reaching hand out from beyond
i’ll commit – resolve this bond
To come asunder one last time
I’ll hold your word and you’ll take mine
All moving parts caught in a wake
I’ll own this life that’s mine to make
For too long now
I searched the world for you
For too long now
I’ve lived a life alone
For too long now
i’ve tried to find the one
For too long now
I’ve lived away from home
For too long now…
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Cocoon
07:09
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My head still spinning a cocoon
Silk surrounds me, I feel safe
My mind fights to protect me child from
New stings, wounds, scars
Whenever I feel drawn to you
I perceive this strong bond
I withdraw instead of being brave
To tell what you already know
Now I'm sitting here alone
Even this should be me in this place
Because you never guess
I’m always thinking about you
I am writing these lines down
I could not manage to tell you
You may never guess
I can’t stop thinking about you
My soul was wallowing in self pity
My heart was longing for utopia
Pattern broken by my own hands
Still same stings, new scars
Whenever I felt drawn to you
I perceived this strong bond
All the fictitious times we spent
Not telling you what you already knew
We've been close before
Now far apart
Lose each other
Attract like poles
In space together
Seen by the moon
Fall back into the void
Into my cocoon
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3. |
Solanum
05:24
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Awaiting darkness
Hovering, hiding
To devour while asleep
For damage and demise
A sensation to dull the pain
So brutal and at peace
Manifest the rift between
The walls I built – a recurring theme
Guns bows and knifes
Chasing and being chased
Twitching and gasping
Just to gnaw and bite
The confinements I built myself
A work of pristine design
Evading progress and diversion
Fortified in my old shell
A sanction to stay sane
Unagitated and at ease
All obstacles that have been
Now torn down – a horizon can be seen
Redeeming brightness
Hovering, shining
A scouring dream in sleep
To mend and synthesize
It is not what I crave
Can’t stem the tide by myself
One foot stuck in the mud
Dwelling in my head
The bigger the pain
The bigger the urge
Manifesting the rift
Between the flesh and mind
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4. |
TOUSHAR & BAZE - Loub
04:58
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Säg was tröimsch i dr Nacht - u weli Tröim wärdä wahr
Geng no am sueche niene chumsch a
Bisch bi dir oder irgendnöime angers?
Luegsch Löcher i Tili we di angere schlafe?
Gäu I dere Stund verlürt d’Wäut ihri Farbe
verstummt u dini Wäut flügt usem Rahme
lasch d’Füess la hange über Kante vo dim Bett
wones Monschter läbt, gnährt mit jedem Tropfe Schweiss
u när schlottere Bei? Hä? Säg schlottere Bei?
zieschs se wider zrügg und aus isch no heil?
Fat d’Lampe a flackere, schatte tanze, Poutergeischt
U dr Mond zergheit i millione Teili
ruhige Schlaf isch für Mönsche ohni Sünde
Nid für Mönsche wo zwiifle, für Mönsche ohni Gwüsse
Im Morgerot lüte d’Chileglogge sturm
U dr Tag ligt vordr wine offni Wunde
Nume wöu scho Loub uf dr Strass ligt
Isch no lang nid Herbscht
Säg tröimsch düre Tag bis Gränze verschwümme wi Chride im Räge
Steisch ufere Brügg unes biegesech Gländer
We dini Wuet nume schlücksch wird si di frässä
U we dr Wind dräit flüge Ziegle dür Gägend
Si sägä z’Paradies ligt irgendwo hinger de Bärgä
Bis erkenne wirsch s’ligt i dr säuber
Keni gleaste Wärte, Zinse uf Liebe, Glück uf Rate
Jede Mönsch i sim Schützegrabe
Chöme frei uf di Wäut - o we Geier scho kreise
Aber nüt hie isch i Steine gmeisslet
O we us Ohmacht Wörter im Haus blibe stecke
Schimmerets immer dür di wis Blau vo dine Venä
Los em Sound vo Heude, Sound heilt Narbe ir Seele
Sound wi Sauz ir Wunde, vereint Aus i Eim
We d’Sunne versinkt lüte d’Chilegloge sturm
Was ungergeit geit irgendwo widr uf
Nume wöu scho Loub uf dr Strass ligt
Isch no lang nid Herbscht
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5. |
Bipolaris (feat. E-L-R)
05:32
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fading away
no one tears me down
every time I close my eyes
endless space
floating sounds
every time I shut my ears
evading holes
highs and lows
planet bipolaris
firmly on
the healing ground
on planet bipolaris
lurking in the shadows – I fight you down
emerging from beyond – I fight you down
prevailing upon
my mind, my senses
every time I pack my bags
barely saved
scars recede
every time I’m landing there
evading holes
highs and lows
planet bipolaris
firmly on
the healing floor
on planet bipolaris
I can see your deceitful guise – I fight you down
exposed in glistening light – I fight you down
a strengthened vessel coalesced from shards – I fight you down
now that we have met you hold no command – I fight you down
bipolaris
I can see your deceitful guise – bipolaris
exposed in glistening light
a strengthened vessel coalesced from shards – bipolaris
now that we have met you hold no command
lurking in the shadows – bipolaris
emerging from beyond
a strengthened vessel coalesced from shards – bipolaris
exposed in glistening light
every time I close my ears
I perceive floating sounds
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6. |
Inverted Sun
05:39
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Focus, relate to here and now
Bury a bone deep in the ground
For me to find, for me alone
To strike a vein of gold
Over and through the arch
safe passage, the frame will hold
A tree like a lightning bolt
Growing from the center out
A bold leap into unknown
To fall without hitting the ground
Repetition makes us feel
A purposeful life with intent
Shave off all excess
To get lost in the light
Down to a shape we recognize
The boundaries we comprehend
A blazing star is rising
Salvation is now near
I feel a spark inside me
To guide us out of here
Complete and defragmented
Succumbed to the law
All layers permeated
Bleak and without a flaw
It does not crave, it just is
The creation’s never done
Does not observe night and day
Neither tide nor flood
To shed and to become
A new skin to bear
This is what I will be now
A bright inverted sun
A bright inverted sun
A bright inverted sun
This is what I will be now
A bright inverted sun
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7. |
Yarn Of Time
07:52
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Gazing stars from a midnight train
The only passenger on this last ride
The empty line flooded with lights from sky
With rays from eons ago, sent on time
Glaring at millions, eternally
Feels like showered by quondam sparkles
They traveled in time, they never fall
But none of them will ever arrive
I can see further the longer I stare
Gravity suspended – floating towards the sky
Untied from this earthly bond
Passing through blazes of dying suns
Hitching a ride through hailing gemstones
Piercing the cloak of a gloaming boundary
A visceral memory of what’s to come
The temporal horizon just in reach
Towing in the anchor
Thrown forth in time
Merging with the stardust
Passing through bone and hide
Hypersonic ions
Alchemic and divine
A thought turned to matter
Coiling the yarn of time
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TOUSHAR Bern, Switzerland
Toushar begins with an idea, a sequence of motions. An inkling of a start, a hint of a transition, the premonition of an ending. From there Toushar builds back or forth, until revealing its final form. Drawing from a passion for the amplitude of metal and rock genres over the last decades and an inclination for electronic soundscapes and club music serving as a foundation. Live incarnation in '23. ... more
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